presenting well

all my life I’ve presented well. With raised had to be strong raised raised was raised was raised I was a chronic debilitating disease that has no cure no one talks about it no one acts on it I had to write a term paper on it when I was 10 years old that’s justContinue reading “presenting well”

gratitude

for the grace of God has watched over me as I’ve been homeless these past several years. I have slept no dumpsters with bugs. I have been in homeless shelters that are not homeless shelters at all they are cots that I cannot get down to as I am disabled so I sleep in theContinue reading “gratitude”

When God takes a family

everything I know I learned from my family even though we’ve been apart and so strange they are a deep love in my life. Upon losing them completely and being alone in the world is and has been a harmful journey. Full of tears full of remembrances full of love though I have been homelessContinue reading “When God takes a family”

living with pain

living with pain is a lonely thing. No one to help you no one that knows what you’re feeling just complete and utter effort. You try everyday to make something worthwhile in the day and you only find people that want to be harmful to you just somehow show your vulnerability about trust. Cuz IContinue reading “living with pain”

super Tuesday

I awaken to the motel. That I stay in as a homeless person waiting to find a home or a place to live out of the rain and the weather thankfully I am so many people are not so many questions people need to answer wondering if anyone would help. I can’t keep all thisContinue reading “super Tuesday”

First day of March 2024 March 1st 20:24

I woke to my motel 6 room to find it raining last night or this morning it’s night time and that’s all I know and I try to figure out what time it is I try to move my hands and get my body out of this bed and try to remember what it needsContinue reading “First day of March 2024 March 1st 20:24”

a good day in February

as I walk this morning was able to get both shoes on. It was 5:00 a.m. in Hammond Louisiana and I was still tired it was going to be a very big day moving from Louisiana and having someone help me because of my disablement he was a kind man his name is Russell he’sContinue reading “a good day in February”

Thank you I used to be a truck driver 🙏

when I drove my name it was jelly Bean. My husband gave that to me cuz he would always say you know what I mean jelly Bean now I’ve driven for a lot of outlaw truckers and Arkansas I started driving in 1990 and my husband got a grandfathered in I was very good atContinue reading “Thank you I used to be a truck driver 🙏”

another day in the neighborhood

I have situations since April of last year when my mother threw me out of her house and divorced me and I became homeless one of them is that I have a DNR and this is very traumatic for me but upon waking up I believe it happened in another state but I think itContinue reading “another day in the neighborhood”

Another day in America.

Again wake up to my body in this world baby not wake up to my body in this world I wake up to my understanding that I have nobody left there’s so many ways. I now live in a hospital cuz I was hurt and assaulted on the new Lord New Orleans streets or IContinue reading “Another day in America.”