I awaken to the motel. That I stay in as a homeless person waiting to find a home or a place to live out of the rain and the weather thankfully I am so many people are not so many questions people need to answer wondering if anyone would help. I can’t keep all this on my shoulders but the PTSD of living and being a homeless person and living outside in the weather in the possible fears that one might have. My question this country my question these people that’s supposedly run our country that have forgotten that were here that we want to be known. I look for help each day but it’s a god of my understanding I am at peace. I look to The Future I looked the past I pray that at some point that won’t last. Well there’s some big day be a place that people will be seen and heard and not have to go through all the things I’ve had to go through as a disabled adult child in the institution called america. The genocide of so many tribal people not knowing my history but knowing that the Masonic part of me is real. Knowing that I do not know my past. These are the questions and the answers I live with in this nation under God. I pray this election will show that women are stronger than men and they can show up and that are Constitution can change and not allow the smearing of the executive branch and that we could be proud again or be proud for the first time. Let us change the world to what we would want to live in that we want to give it in that we can show love caring compassion chivalry and that we can document it so that all will have enough today I pray that we all have enough I meant we are safe and our souls are soothed. May you be strong today may your challenges be small. May you be loved today for God is carrying you you where but believe it’s the strength you’ve carried is God. The love of God holds you
light of God surrounds you. Wherever you are God is.