what have I not done I have been asked quite recently

I haven’t gotten to jump out of a airplane like I wanted to I’ve never been in a bouncy house not that I care to or on a trampoline except for those little ones they had made up for you to lose weight on. I did not get to see my daughter grow up I’ve never gotten to hear my daughter’s stories about growing up and sharing I would like that I’ve never taken a ferry ride up to Mississippi a dinner cruise they say and wanted to enjoy that I owned my own home but unfortunately it was attached to another human being so I don’t ever think I’ll own a home again but there’s always hope right not that I need that that wear and tear anymore can’t really deal with it unless I had another person in my life a personal caregiver that likes you enough to live with you. I’ve never had anybody lay down their life for me as I would for them no matter what I’ve given more than I’ve taken I’ve sacrificed and allowed things to happen in my world because I felt powerlessness. I didn’t blow my head off because the safety was still on and I could not pull the trigger. Thanks for nothing. I did not put my mother or birth certificate mother in jail for drugging me and and surgically hurting me during covid and forgive myself that I can do and have done for her if she is truly dead whether I can believe that or not someday I won’t know but hopefully her death is not going to be more pain and suffering on me like it has been in the last week so I’m not choosing that but I’m praying and I’m hoping that something nice might come my way and help and maybe be able to pay off a bill or two and maybe get my my own something of my own I don’t know what that would be baby just a car and then I can have people drive me around or set it up that I can have a vehicle that can drive me around and can be also driven by me on good days if I have any left it might actually give me more but at this point I don’t have the wherewithal to deal with some of the things I’m having to deal with so I had them to God I hand them to the great spirit that I know that it’s not man or woman because we are just the creation they’re in but we’re energy and we can love and love is energy and I had a wonderful smart woman tell me where there is no love and technology then that technology is not of good use so I pay for this little thing to speak about positive negative transition cathartic moments and times I’m going through for those of those people that choose to read and can. Yesterday I was told that I might be a racist and I thought that was the biggest insult of one of this lifetime that I’m going through so that was something that had never happened to me that happened and it’s false of course I’ve transitioned all that energy and when I leave it will go with me and that’ll be good because the DNA that I have transitioned and and the blood that I have let out to become the woman and to become the spirit that I’ve chosen to be that would lay down their life for their daughter that would lay down their life for anyone because she believes they’re better and they have more to offer and more chances and more viability and more effectual change that can occur in this world for many many decades we’ve been waiting for Revelations and maybe we will create it now that we have the power to do so but Christ and Christ time I don’t know a Christian like some I don’t think so I think Christians are another religion if it has a few folks in it that are good and the what do they say the cream shall rise to the top and those that are humble in their beginnings shall be rich in their ends and maybe that’s what the promises are about maybe not in this life maybe in this life you never know until you go and you don’t know when or where or how that’s going to happen and it really truly doesn’t matter for your energy is all that mattered and that’s what changed and changes the world the frequency in which you live upon which you live in if it’s anger change it if it’s love keep it if it’s pain and sorrow you live with it and you make it through the next day or the next hour or the next moment until you can find that beautiful thought again some wonderful thought some memory that you can hold on to thinking that you’re normal but normalcy is a fallacy that we all believe in it’s frail and it’s just a budding plant at this point we’re trying to find a normalcy which means truth and Justice Mardi gras that all the secret shall come out so be it and the truth shall prevail that we are all one under God not on money not in democracy but on the Blue planet we call home which has art in the middle and Ian and h on the end so we are all artists and we’re called to do something great we all are unique and we did not get Born this Way you didn’t ask to be born this way but these were the criteria in which we needed to become the greatest and the next energy and a way to get to the heaven on Earth or in your systemology I’m going to say that so God bless you all and great spirit thank you so much for today and getting me through it and almost getting me through this week and thank you for all the things that my daughter is sending me and sharing with me I feel very grateful and that’s the greatest joy right now in my life are simple reals and stories or moments that my daughter sends me so thank you Jess and Brandon and who ever you know floats your boat dear I came here to be crazy you and I wanted to ask you a few questions but I’ll talk to you privately love and kisses to all my wishes and let all the starry nights and the Blue skies come your way thank you all very much for listening to Casey and I sure wish you’d spell her name right but talk to text is just the way it is and until they can figure out that I’m the same person that owns it I guess it’s just Casey at 🏓 I’ve swung I hope I’ve hit a home run whatever that means to anyone who’s reading or listening to me hearing me I pray you hear me thank you